It’s been nearly seven weeks since I found out that I have stage 4 endometriosis. I am still waiting to hear from the specialist so I can decide how to proceed with treatment.
And I have to tell you, it really, really sucks.
First of all, I’m in pain. And now I know WHY I’m pain. So that’s a bit disconcerting.
Second, I know that surgery is inevitable. I have that looming over my head. I would like to just get it over and done with and put this all behind me.
But most of all? It sucks because I haven’t even begun to discuss my options with a specialist to even know how to proceed.
In short? It really, really sucks.
I want to get this issue taken care of so it can be over and done with. I want this all behind me.
But for now it looms before me, and I don’t know how I’m going to get through it.